ok im bout to write about da onlee good thing dat happened last nite was dat i hung out wid karl from like afta dance practice till like 6 in da mall hahaha..das bout da onlee good thing dat happened last nite so im outz

we finally learned our hip hop routine yesterday...i was like yes!!! finally we are goin to learn it...Karl choreographed it lol...so ne ways..i like it alot cuz its hip hop duh!! ne ways...we gon learn sum more tommorrow which is thursday lol..tomorrow im goin on a field trip to disney land lol...jackie is readin whateva im writin on dis blog lol...hahahha...hi jackie!!!!! u like what im writin

ok...im soo happy cuz i finally slept..lol..cuz yesterday i havent slept fa along time...lol..i talked to Kyle fa awhile last nite..hes my new best buddy..lol..i tried callin Bernart but he wasnt answerin his calls...which was kinda weird but he responded back wit a text message sayin dat his reception was real real bad from where he lives lol..so i was like ok...i think i mite b seein Kyle dis weekend and maybe Domonic too but iono...i hurd its gon be a storm dis weekend so dats kind of a bumb cuz i really wanna b out dis weekend..lol...plus i dont wanna b stayin at home bored in da rain and not being able to do anything...cuz its gets soo boring!!!...damn fa realz mang...ok..i jus heard dat dis one girl got stuck in da elevator for 2 periods..dats kinda funny but yet kinda messd up...fa me..if i was stuck in da elevator imma b soooo mad lol...i would b like what da fuck!!! lol....so funny lol umm..wha else can i talk bout...hmm..i wonder wha beeca whants to talk to me about..she said dat Craig was about me her cry and dat he hung uup on her..so i wanna kno whats up wid dat....

so many things has happend....damn....i havent wrote on dis since december lol....ok...for da past month i had my first bf...n broke up wid him...shady ass story of how we broke up...i made sum new friends...they are Kyle, Bernard, and Domonic....dey are soo cool....like..i would have neva imagined dat i would b dancin in da lakewood mall parking lot ...like fa real..dat shit is crazy cuz i neva would have thought dat...lol..ne ways..i met them through da partyline...da partyline is dis fone chat thing so u can meet people....i kno i met sum people but thoughs 3 people are the onlee ones dat i actually keep in contact wit...i dunno prolly becuase dey are soo cool...lol..i just got to talk to Kyle last nite till 6:00 dis mornin!!! so dat means u kno...i didnt sleep last nite...lol..i talk to Bernard like in a everyday basis...its either i text or call him or its vice versa..but for Domonic..i havent talked to him in about a week or more...i dont kno...well der is so much to talk about but dont have time to talk about it rite now...

wow...its been a long time since da last time ive made an entry on dis thing...lol....things have changed...well..alot has happened in another ways....Karl has a bf now..but da funny thing is dat...it hasnt faded me...iono...i guess i kinda figured dat so haha..i didnt even have my hopes on it dat much ne ways..so schools gettin better cuz i got a C in my portfolio class now..i use to have an F but now i got a C so im happy cuz im tryin my best to work on my grades to make it better..it seems like da cuzins are goin to try to hang out more often...ie after christmas we mite go to disney land n were doin sumthing for new years too soooo wow i cant wait lol...well das all i wanna say rite now

wow...since da 4 day weekend..alot of shit happened already its like whoa! last week wednesday..i jus barely started tellin people i was gay...sum where like "WHOA REALLY!?" and sum were like "OK..DATS KOO" haha..its ight..i told Karl bout it..it helps so much...i still like him...lol..i went over his house yesterday..i like his house..its soo nice..n his room too lol...i was der fa like 3 hrs...n yesterday he jus broke up wid his boyfriend..it was funny lol...even he was laughin about it..also yesterday...i helped nina put up her christmas tree...its one of da ghettoist christmans tree ever lol...we had to tie ropes around it to make it stand up lol...whoa it was funny...i feel closer to karl now..i also told him dat i liked him yesterday..but its not like im xpecting things to happen..cuz i dont...hmmm..i wouldnt mind things to change...like me n him together? lol.....dat would b sumthin ri ri? lol

im back on dis blog thing cuz i find myself jus wantin to talk but feel like no one is listenin to me.. mayb i jus cant say it to dem...rite in front of dey face ya kno? ne ways...today..i have to stay at skool till 4:30 cuz we have an informal showing for da dance concert...kinda sucks but its all good..im choreographin dis one hip hop routine..n its alrite but yet...its kinda frustrating because everyone is entitled to der own opinion but its too much...its gettin stressful n i aint wantin dat..ya kno? my econ teacher ms. eulo is askin me to do a web page for mr holms cuz dey said i do it good lol..i jus aint feeling to make a web page dis week..today is da last full day of school n tomorrow is a minimum day...hmm..iono if im gon go to wilson o not...but i really dont want to...im also in search of finding a certiain sumone lol...if i can say it like dat..its sumtimes frustrating but ya kno wha i mean...i also found out yesterday dat da guy i use to well... i still do...look up to n see him as a role model..is gay....i was like wow..dat xplains alot! but not changed ne thing...i still talk to him..in fact i need to call him hahaa...oh wha else? one of da dance captains yesterday started crying cuz da other two dance captians started choreographin our bellmonst shore parade dance without her so she iono...felt cheated in away...i can understand Holly's POV cuz i felt dat way before..im soo stressd out rite now...wow..wrote alot! i guess das all fa now........................